Before I found out I was pregnant, the whole step mom thing was a little easier to handle. Now that my boyfriend and I are expecting a little girl of our own, I can't stand my two year old step daughter. I'm sick of constantly being put second to her and I'm sick of my needs not being as important as hers. If I try to talk to my boyfriend about this, obviously he takes everything I say about his precious child the wrong way and never really takes my feelings into consideration. I always thought pregnancy would be a beautiful experience with someone who was just as excited and scared as I was about the new baby. With my boyfriend, however, I feel like our baby could never hold a candle to his first born and we will always come second to him. I feel hurt and pushed aside when really all I want is reassurance that my unborn daughter and I ARE special to him. I'm so beside myself with despair and anguish that I've been considering putting my child up for adoption because I can't handle any of this with, or without, my boyfriend.
Has anyone been in this position before? How do you cope?!
Source: http://www.steptalk.org/node/81615
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